RELEASE DATE: MARCH 24, 2026
***Trigger Warning for child loss, suicidal talk, and tense subject matter.
 
When you know you're in love with the right person, and you know why. You know it's for all the right reasons, and those reasons are all good. Well, you just know.
That's not me.
I don't recognize good. It's too few and far between. It's been that way my whole, entire life. Unfortunately for him, it's also become Avette's new version of normal, thanks to his unyielding love for me. My husband's blinded to all of my yuck and disgust that fuck's me up from the inside out.
It's a talent or a gift. Maybe a curse. Whatever it is, it's one I don't possess.
The worst part is, I see what he wants. He wants me to feel the same. To see him in the same light, but that's not how my heart was created. I can't feel or love the same way he does. Life doesn't mean the same to me as it does to him. No, not anymore.
Hi, my name is Trini Baker, and I'm an addict.